My Finale

I'm leaving in 4 days and I still don't have a place to stayyyy. SueWei has gone to Cardiffff..

Anyway I watched the season 8 finale of Scrubs a week back. It was J.D.'s last day at the hospital and the last ten minutes pretty much describes how I feel.

JD: Things rarely go exactly the way you want them to, so sometimes you make due with whatever you can get. Endings are never easy; I always build them up so much in my head they cant possibly live up to my expectations, and I just end up disappointed. I'm not even sure why it matters to me so much how things end here.


I guess its because we all want to believe that what we do is very important, that people hang onto our every word, that they care what we think.


The truth is: you should consider yourself lucky if you even occasionally get to make someone, anyone, feel a little better. After that its all about the people that you let into your life..

And as my mind drifted to faces Ive seen here before, I was taken to memories of family, of coworkers, of lost loves, even of those who've left us. And as I rounded that corner, they all came at me in a wave of shared experience.


And even though it felt warm and safe, I knew it had to end. Its never good to live in the past too long. As for the future, thanks to Dan, it didn't seem so scary anymore. It could be whatever I wanted it to be.


Okay. Maybe just SOME of it describes my feelings. It's a nice ending anyway. Man they have good scriptwriters.








MTV TrueLife is so sad sometimes.. Makes me realise how silly my problems are. If I have any at all.